the beginning of the end.

i've been here for a year. somehow i can still remember what i did on 31/12/08 to amanda's surprise partay. has it been that long seriously? and for once im finally using the laptop in daylight, having some quality 'me' time. but somehow im always sick on the last day of the year. anyway updates for the last bit of dec.

the new picture tool is like blurring my photos. annoyed.

jol's day!

love this picture. but tqt hates me, she refuses to reply me anymore.

cannot really believe tqt's darker than me now. haha!

christmas eve

yorkyork (cringe) got me for the consecutive third year! muhahahahahhahaha, it was clinque last year and this yr's blue mac eyeshadow and benefit lip gloss! i love both sooooo much and i rarely put anything on my lips cos its just gross on me. but this shade of gloss is lovely!!!!! lookes a little nudish in a way.

xmas day was spent in rebel!

jojo flew to thai on sunday. =(

monday met mcsnowbellx for an afternoon beer and musuem tripp. beer in the afternoon is one of the more decadent things in life, especially when everyone else's gotta work.

sodium platter

judas kiss. can you see it?

faces

this is a brilliant piece. it makes use of 2 mirrors up and down, creates the infinity look, it's actually kinda scary when you look down.

favourite piece. titled happy victims. every tortured soul has a smiling mouth somewhere in the potrait, even if you dont see the face.

dinner with the poly mates two nights backk. w picked me!!!! and he bought me something fantastic. TEST TUBE SHOOTERS!!!!! AINT THEY PRETTTTY?

so pretty cant get my hands off it!!!!!! neither can i bear to open it though, too precious!

"why new yr blues!
dont like 2010 =(
 why ? hasnt even started
 just know its gonna be bad =(
 haha ok wad , new yr new things
 tts what i tell myself every yr ,  but see wad happened?
 2009 was bad for u meh ,what happened?
precisely.. NOTHING "

every year on this day i try to look back to see what i've done or i have, i cannot seem to remember anything so significant or spectacular. wonder if it's good or bad. oh well 2010 will come no matter how much i detest it. on a sad note, got news that p is leaving the place. sigh, she was like the one who taught me everything right down to smallest life lessons. why do all nice ppl leave the earliest?

under the sky, beneath the clouds

i would for once say that, this has been a merry christmas =)

and as usual im gonna end it with a note that 2009 nye is prolly gonna be quiet. but oh well, live for the moment, why care about the haunting memories?

this photo of us it dont have a price

it's 438am. i think my skin and my entire system is going to crumble and die. this weekend has been nothing but a lot of spontaneous acts and ventures to the west. pasir panjang-ed. more beer. more arsenal. i clocked in 94 minutes today. still cant get the hype of football. it is an irrational activity, your cheers or jeers wont get to the team who are over on the other half of the globe anyway. and you have to follow it so intensely so as not to miss a goal. but oh well, i cannot deny that going to places not accessible through public transport is an experience. my mind in is bits and pieces now so till then.

let's have some fun this beat is sick

im sleepy but i cant sleep.

jol's birthday celebration earlier on. HAPPY BIRTHDY JOLENE CHIA SM!!
just finished a round of impromtu yet somehow spontaneous coffee round at holland v. the trio, the bears plus v and j. what a combination seriously. there were of course awkward moments but thinking back about it is just way funny.

sigh it's also been a yr since the kl tripp. thinking of how dec is gonna end is killing me =(

let it bleed, let it dry

started yesterday early with enrolment in school. i cannot tell you enough how much i hate rmit/sim. found out from k that girls who wear leggings look like they're going diving and bunned hairs are old and turn-offs, or that was what he said until he saw how cute that girl's face was. haha

 met c later on. met her once last week for haji lane and somerset. i was totally dying to go to the multi-storey f21, which wasnt opened till yesterday! ding tai fung-ed last week and yam xlbs are way way yummier than red bean xlbs!!!!! sigh it's kinda sad that i sound terribly excited whenever it comes to food.








pictures above are saturday novotel pics. whenever the 4 of us are together our poses are incredibly porno-looking.


anyway, so met up with c yesterday again. city plaza to see what sort of clothes they really sell. well, turns out there are a few nice shops but it's tiring to scout for stuff like this. that place is a total cross between a sim lim and a lucky plaza. over to somerset next. FOUR LEVELS OF F21!!!!! mad happy just browsing through. novelty i guess but nonetheless spent 120 bucks there. oh and i bought a ring that has a victorian face on it. love!

last minute steamboat dinner with amanda at liang seah. havent had steamboat in a really long while and i guess the weight gain is justified by the company? well since i already gained it i might as well account it to something right. caught planet 51 later on. i watched princess and the frog the day before. i wonder is it a change of mentality but the storylines werent too impressive.


spicy chicken. very potent.






i ate a tonne of liver yesterday. very shiok but im thinking my arteries must be 95% clogged by now.

i miss spending a whole day with c like that. wished a was with us if not for her assignments. it's really been a while since i've spent one whole day at home, sleeping beyond 8am. missed being around my mum for a bit. well 2009 is coming to an end soon and school's gonna be a real bitch when it starts. i also know i'll spamming alot of ppl on how much i miss dec 09 by jan 10. woah, its been a decade since the millenium. i was but 11, young and dumb, dorky. a decade later im legal, well, still dumb and dorky in a way i guess. i still have a list of things i wannna do! level 30 buffalo wings, ktv , museums , christmas ham! and one more proper rebel where im sane and sober..

this must be one of the longer entries in a while.

is this worth it? let me work it

saturday was fun. became bffs with rebel's toilet. well considering i was in there the whole night. the bears were great fun and comfort. can always rely on them to hold my hair back. for now that is. free upgrade to the premier floor and the room at novotel was huge but uncomfortable with the ppl later on. now that i do recall it felt alot like a marijuana gathering.

oh well, perhaps i lived for 364 days for a night like this. wonder if it's worth it.

you're the perfect lullaby

major on the verge of falling asleep.

i dont know why but i recall happier days before, as compared to now. every breath i take in smells of melancholy. is this december?

okay on a more frivolous note, i really miss last yr's kl trip! cant believe went through 11 months again. im honestly dreading 2010 because 2009 is like a blank report card. nothing worth remembering and its really just another year. sigh! i think i've been working too much but earning toooo little. i work almost 5 or 6 days a week but the money just cant sit in the bank for more than a day before i spend everything. this is bad.

on a personal update note i passed this semester and im really grateful for the marks i have. thinking about next semester kills me.

the bears are having their mocks now so its a plain week ahead. all the smses and nobody to send to. haha. december always seem to pass the fastest. it's 7 days gone already.

the end.

Now come one,
Come all,
To this tragic affair,
Wipe off that make up,
What's in is despair,
So throw on the black dress,
Mix in with the lot,
You might wake up and notice you’re someone you're not,
If you look in the mirror and don’t like what you see,
You can find out firsthand what it’s like to be me,
So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye,
I'd encourage your smiles,
I'll expect you won't cry