eve of eve of chinese new year.

well, no concrete plans yet, realised that the ppl around me are very family-oriented, especially in times like the chinese new year.

i want to go to river angbao, is it still called that? but i have no idea where it's shifted to. i am dying for mahjong and banluck and im convinced my family is the only family that does not gamble during cny. so sometimes i wonder how come im the only one in the fanily that constantly wants to mahjong and banluck my life away? but then agai im neither good at, or rather, suck at those gambling games so i see the connection after all.

another point i realised that i dont blend into the family is my beyond belief math-skills. i have almost never seen anyone who suck at math as bad as me. if the whole family suck in using our left brains i at least have an excuse of blaming those genes but nooooooooo, my dad, brother and sis' best subject is math. why oh why? and all my friends around me are also good in math, think weiting, yorkfeng, xueling.never understood how they can score like 90-ish for math!!!! i cannot tell you how much i HATE math and numbers. in fact i believe i have a phobia for numbers. like when i see very big numbers i completely panick and zonk out the next minute. and that blooody fotune teller i went to last time said i would have a good career in the banking industry. yea right.

having said that im gonna fail stats, in fact, all my subjects this sem. and to think i thought sem 1 was tough. all my subjects are very numbers and math oriented this sem. think management accting and business, statistics,prices and markets and commercial law. commercial law! im never gonna even come close to passing it i swear. and im still not concentrating on the lectures. =(

omg, what a bleak new year.