if you never tell, we should never know

coffee till 5am in the morning. no more javachip, embracing the zen shaker tea introduced by claresta. haha

do you like to read your own blog's archives? i do. all the time actually, it reminds me that while in the midst of complaining nothing's quite changed, subtle and small changes do take place and things you used to always do, somehow just went off your list without much realisation. things you used to care so much about and bothered a great deal suddenly felt very faint, like you could ever hardly recall what happened until you read through them again. ppl you used to hang out with every other day, share secrets and gossip with, are they still here? changes are changes, for better or worse.

i know it sounds funny but sometimes i forget my own age. like seriously. sometimes i think im still 18 haha

oh well, writing in too much light is difficult.