look right through me

i cannot be bothered about projects.

i've like two drafts to complete by monday and i've started on none. which is terrible because i cannot seem to find a starting point, much less a momentum. so in order to get my typing flowing i guess i have to start from here.

3 days ago i did something i'd never quite thought i'd do. like yesterday i woke up in the middle of the night thinking how did i do it? and i guess this feeling was my driving factor. for one i feel that my youth is depleting, so anything under the adolescent category has to be done by this year. second there's no better time to do it. if i clear all my modules i would be coming to the end of my escape from the society come year end. third, i've been trying to push my limits for abit and life is truly too boring the way it is now. i think making this decision is a big deal for me, not quite so much for others. so this time it's a personal challenge and i wouldnt deny that i'm pretty much enjoying the reactions. i finally meant what i said.


the past friday was lazy friday. went for mummies exhibition and afternoon tea at 1 caramel. damn determined to try the shortcake next time. spent the day pretty much in town today. as we were going down the escalator x said she spotted s, to which i gave a mere 'but she's at work la, you see wrongly is it', still i did glance abit and it was really s!!!! i msged her earlier in the day to ask if she was working and that i really wanted to meet her. seriously if you think about it, what are the chances? so i was mad happy i managed to see her! and that she wasnt the last to be informed. yay. it so happened that she was part of the great send-off of spore's richest man. and boy was it grand. eight billion, that's twelve zeros.


i see a boring week ahead. am i the only one who doesnt quite enjoy cny?