this love aint gonna be perfect

from last thursday till today is one day short of a week yet it felt like a whirlwind.
rebel-ed twice in a row and was it good. if i could i would have went for a third night. had to tidy the room in a mad frenzy, which meant throwing things into corners not easily seen. and it was just non stop eating and stuffing of food. yesterday was good, gambled for the first time in 2010. mad happy i broke even for 'big small'. i started out losing!!! and then impromptu mahjong! YAY I WON TWO BUCKS!!!!!! MAD MAD HAPPY OKAY! considering i was playing with people who play super fast and are prolly experts. all the fervent mahjong movie watching paid off muhahahahhahha. im so not a gambler seriously.. i just want to breakeven and when i win i just want to cash out. haha wouldnt deny the past one week's good. that is despite all the drama i decided to stage and now im left in the middle of nowhere. thank god for jolyn. haha which is funny because i dont know whether she was trying to drown me on the first day of cny or what. haha and all the late nights of doing nothing but just tv.. sigh i miss it already!

by now cny would already be considered over. work resumes, school resumes so nobody really has the extra time i guess. sigh! and i kind of hate having to face the computer now, it just means i'll have to put together that damned assignment and start on another one that's due soon. which obviously i've not started on both. past few days did feel like i've taken a break from life. oh well, hell starts tmr i guess. i've photos but too lazy to upload it.

till then.