Sunday, May 31, 2009

no, it's really not okay.

is today throw-a-fit day?at lunch the table adjacent to us demanded to know the breakdown of the cost of the bill.he was so loud and rude the whole place could hear him and of course the staff wasn't the nicest either. then again eating at such a place, you dont really expect detailed breakdown of bills or any service. then was queueing behind this white-haired man at the ticket counter when he was enquiring about some stuff and then he suddenly flared up and scolded the auntie staff behind the counter, something to the extent of why is she so rude and if you're unwilling to serve, then dont seat behind the counter cause countless people are waiting for that job. and that her unwillingness is causing a long queue behind, to which i thought he should be responsible for the long queue and i've always thought people in this country always just made do with bad service. maybe grumble abit behind the staff, not upfront,confrontational and hostile. of course i would also have to add the auntie behind the counter was in fact impatient and was shouting. she didnt make herself clear and her face, woah, it would be every bit worth breaking the glass counter and punching her. he stayed there for quite some time and even when we decided not to queue and walked away, the whole station was filled with his voice. when he walked away his back view gave a very lonely and pitiful feel, like he was bullied, i think the white hair,plastic bag in hand and slight hunch helped. and just five minutes ago, i got flared up at for no reason. i was just innocently playing bejeweled when i suddenly got yelled at. nice.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

what happens in a club stays in the club



it's barely a week when i last saw him and he's evolved into a pau-face. omg he is so major cute!! when he yawns it's totally adorable. but i think he cannot recognise me =(







brother's birthday yesterday night. went for crystal jade. the food is like seriously overrated, nothing that's genuinely nice.

after dinner it was meeting up with xl and jo. rebel-ed. it's been like 3 months since i last stepped in. even the crowd's changed. and for one, it felt like bisexual night haha. oh and there was this ultra hot unknown race that looks like TI. and im not kidding, he is THAT hot.


random photo reflects state of soberness.

one night of clubbing left our legs ultra aching. sign of old age.
worst part was i couldnt fall asleep when the 2 of them slept! and when i finally did xueling suddenly called me to wake up. nice.

cafe cartel for breakfast this morning. not a good choice either. came home and i still couldnt sleep! i blame the weather srsly. and then i cringed abit when i thought of craig david's insomnia haha

oh well. tough week ahead, fraught with dangers,pains,heart attacks.






So starstruck, baby could you blow my heart up?

Monday, May 25, 2009

if i told you you were beautiful, would you date me on a regular?

YAWN.

it's been so long since i had formal stuff to do on a monday.
speaking of which. if i ever pass my exams, MY TIMETABLE IS ALMIGHTY DISGUSTING!!!
I HAVE CLASSES ON A MONDAY! OMG, i've been class-free on mondays for a year already!
damnit. not to mention i have classes on mon to fri.
not to mention my timings are same as uol!!!! which is screwed up. like 830 to 1130, or 3.30 to 6.30. i want my rmit timing backkk!!!!

which reminds me, next week results are out. the horror!!

woke up with a headache today. ok prolly because i wad bejewel-ing till late hahahahaha
omg damn hooked k, and it's only bloody one min every game. but at least i beat yf and madeleine. HAHA

oh on a random note, a quarter of the universe must be born in july.
i was casually taking a look at chalets, found one that has a mj table provided and 2 storeys fully air-conditioned and relatively cheap. BUT fully booked for july. so is costa sands pasir ris, the one-storey kind and dte. nrscc fully booked. aloha closed for h1n1 quarantine. -.-

i figured it doesnt make sense for me to spend too much on a venue. i just want a place where i can gather as many ppl as possible and party till dawn. lol . i also figured nobody would stay on the second night of a chalet. i've thought of other alternatives like ktv but that really just costs a bomb. i mean sure, if i were a billionaire's daughter or smth. function rooms are useless when they end at ten. woah it would be perfect if i could rent a ktv hall with alcohol free flow, pool table, big ktv screen AND a mj table. perfect. haha

anyway caught night at the museum 2 last weekend. seems like everyone else watched it too. but i thought the first one was funnier although i dont regret watching the second one. and ting and i had to especially go for macs just to get the cup which we later realised wasnt as pretty as it was made out to be.

yeaterday was joshua's full month. which was regrettably boring. and the main lead wad sleeping ALL THE TIME. omg he's lazier than his elder sister. and the only time he was semi-awake was when he wants his milk. and my brother looks like he has been selling blood for a living for some time. either that or he might have been on drugs. couldnt have looked more ghastly.


it's only 333pm, meeting the lovely ppl after work!

Friday, May 22, 2009

to a woman so heartless

removed my stitches today. it's red and swollen but it's also kinda black. yikes.
anyway i think kris allen is major cute and can't believe he's married. so wholesome! i was hoping adam lambert wouldnt win. not an AI follower but seeing him makes me feel very uncomfortable. like he's overdoing it. and when he sings i get the goosebumps in the frightened manner.
went to illuma the other day.

it's big, cold, cold, very cold. big, empty.



finally caught wolverine. but the staff at the new cinema were really unwelcoming. adds to the coldness of the whole place.



dinner at empire state.









yummy half chicken. didnt know i couldnt eat chicken then.

dropped by stansfield. looks like a total hotel. figured why phoebe didnt like it. i wouldnt either. saw lengendary econs lecturer.
tau huey! walked allllll the way to centrepoint.
met up with qt the next day. i cant remember what we did. oh tampines one!
didnt felt like i was in tampines when i was in the mall. but it's pretty much a big but relatively empty mall. nothing to buy. uniqlo's really just a bigger and more colourful giordano who recently launched a cheer-you-up line. couldnt find anything to buy yet.
ok, lazy to update.

Friday, May 15, 2009

anesthetic-infused.

i went to remove a cyst on my face today.
found a small lump on my face late last year. went to the skin centre only in march this year. initially i thought it'll be better to live with it than to remove it. wasn't the first time i had such an operation, had one a decade ago and the scar was huge. it was really bad back then, was barely eleven. so it was like a trauma to me and it's partial anesthetic which makes it all the more scary.

but the more i thought about it, the more i look in the mirror to see the green lump, the more irritated i got. i didnt know how i convinced myself either. but i guess sometimes the fear of smth more serious is a big driving factor. it's like going to the dentist WHICH reminds me my decayed front tooth got more decayed and it's quite painful. now i have to convince myself to go to the dentist. sigh why is my life full of agony!!

okay so initially i was scheduled for next fri when i called on monday but they said there was a slot for today so i bravely took it. haha. 8am!!

got there before 8, waited and up to the point when i was about to go in the nurse suddenly told me that i needed to sigh a consent form cos i was THREE MONTHS AWAY FROM BEING A MINOR. #$%^&^%^$%

lucky daddy managed to come down at 9 ish to sign it. and i was supposed to go for a pre-counselling trip before this . -.- how come i didnt had one when i was ten!!! but anyway they made it sound super super serious by warning that i may be disfigured and the scar will be ugly.
the scar will be damn ugly for THREE months and depends on my skin condition whether it will heal nicely or not. now this makes me scared. what if it is a caterpillar-like scar?!!! =(

remind me not to eat anything fried and bad for scars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so daddy promptly left and i had to climb onto the operation bed or smth. oh! forgot to mention that the doctor was a very very very young female and she was very very very pretty. her skin is flawless! and following behind was this male doctor i think he was her trainee or smth and he is, im not kidding, rather goodlooking. like tanned and well-built. this is so unfair, how can doctors be so unbelievably young, pretty and goodlooking?!!! oh and there was also one more assistant who also happened to be very very pretty and her voice is super sweet and she's damn nice! okay i cannot help but admit nice-looking nurses who look sweet and gentle are very comforting indeed. not those very fierce and stern looking kind that will punch you if you make even a small sound.

oh did i mention i had to wear a shower cap and blue plastic wraps that cover my entire feet? nice.


the injection was painful and took realllllly long.like an endless needle going through

and then they started. ok physically when they were removing it i couldnt really tell but the thoughts that ran through the head was the torturing part. and the SEWING UP PART.

omg the sewing up part was THE HORROR!
NOT ONLY CAN YOU HEAR THE SKIN BEING SEWN, IT WAS CONSTANTLY TUGGING MY SKIN. THEN I THOUGHT 'OMG MY SKIN IS BEING CUT OPENED AND NOW BEING SEWN AND TUGGED'
it was so horrible i wanted to die on the spot, and even if it was 2-3 stitches IT FELT LIKE FOREVER!!!!
and in the midst of tugging my skin they started to chat and i suspect they were talking in morse code, to well, not make me panick about my tugged skin. i heard phrases like 'where is it?' followed by a laugh and then the [very goodlooking] male doc said smth like 'I CANT FIND IT' which didnt really fit into the nature of the conversation. they were apparently talking about going to a social medical event and his report or smth.

and yea, that doctor sure saw me skin-deep.

in reality i know the operation took last than hald an hour, if not fifteen mins, but it was like an eternity when you're the one lying there, being cut and sewn.

oh and im so weak im an embarrassment. when i walked out of the room i felt a little giddy so i sat down. then i had this almighty urge to puke. so another very nice lady took a bag for me but the only thing i was capable of puking out is some stomach acid?i dont know what is that but its the kind of thing that comes out when you feel like puking but you've not eaten anything so liquid from nowhere comes out. and at some point my heart was beating quite fast, it was the kind of feeling that's so uncomfortable i felt like whining and throwing a tantrum and thought i was about to die. but of course, as im a generally sane person i wouldnt have wanted to embarrass myself further.

then they made me lie on the bed for like 20 mins when they said it was ten so i thought at some point they forgotten me. and even took my blood pressure. hah. ashamed of my weakliness. then when i was lying down i suddenly had a tummy cramps. at some point the cramps were quite bad i was breaking out in sweat and had to sit up to feel better.WOAH, the feeling of giddiness with cramps and breaking out in sweat is like damn shiok on a very sadistic level. -.-

when i was about to leave, the very pretty doctor gave a very worried face about whether i can make it alive back home. her worried expression was like, so full of love haha

it's amazing how everyone was so major nice i wonder where they come from or go to usually. even the receptionist who helped me with the appointment was so concerned and caring.

now im dreading next fri when i have to remove the stitches. the cold scisscors press against your skin and when it cuts, you can hear the sound like as if you pull a string to its tightest and then cut it. bahhh

and, when you have alien stuff on your face, everybody just stares at you. even when i look at them they might look away and then when i look somewhere they will sneakily stare again. it's actually quite funny, loving the attention. lol




okay now im feeling occasional stinging pain. is there any food im not supposed to eat to help my scar. kao, i think i dont have to eat anything for the rest of my life.






okay, on to more frivolous and light-hearted stuff.
last saturday the family had sakura lunch buffet but the brother and sis-in-law and joshua couldnt come for apparent reasons. speaking of which joshua's full month's like next sat, how fast.




took J to the hairdresser and i have to say kids' hairdressing is very lucrative! just install tv in front for the kinds to divert their attention and ka-ching, 20 bucks per head. what hair style?! dont even need to cut that much hair even.



oh ya, since spray was free, we sprayed her hair pink haha. it's not very obvious in the pics








later that evening, met up with jo's, xl and her parents for a beeeer.
then picked amanda on the way then off to corinne's 21st party!



she has a disney/superheroes theme and she's tinkerbell, with wings constanly shoving into innocent parties' faces.



stalkerish photo but spot peterpan aka the boyfriend. haha i think this is a cruel test of how much a guy is willing to go for the gf. so to test how great your bf's love is for you, hold theme parties!



the other room has ping pong and pool. i missed playing pool so much!





see xueling's placating smile with me


COMPARE!


SEE!!

the condo's really pretty, cept we got lost and walked round and round a few times. it's not really a condo, i dont know what's the proper term for it. it's houses with like 3/4 levels each and a roof but there're security guards around. it kinda felt like an enclosed town


bamboo grove in middle of nowhere



candid group pic! not that i personally know her but check out storm. lol

there was a post-surprise for corinne at Scarlet's Hotel and we were invited. very embarrassing but it's my first time going to a boutique hotel and it's very errh, couple-y? very love-inducing i guess.

Thurs 14/5

met daph for high-tea dim sum buffet!



i love daph but she is a bad eating partner. NO PORK NO CHICKEN NO DURIAN.
'eh i take two, the rest you eat'
'eh you eat all ah, i dont eat one'
-.-


she takes all he dim sum stuffed with prawns then complains why i didnt eat. so she had to eat 3 siew mais and 3 har kows and used it as an excuse for me to eat everything else.
'eh i ate 6 hor, so you eat!!!'

and so i ate..

3 CHAR SIEW SOHS TO MYSELF


century egg porridge. yummms


salad roll. she took it and demanded that i eat 2!! but it's quite nice though haha


double boiled soup! very yummy
'eh you dont eat lotus?'
'no..'
'you're so weird'
'...'
coming from the one that eats lotus!!!!! who is btw not me.


garlic pork slices!!! omg i wished sumei was here with me!!!!!! DAMN SHIOK. had to like polish off one plate by myself BECAUSE xxx doesnt eat pork. pfft


red bean with banana. didnt like the combination. i love bother seperate but not together. ok la, the worthy thing about daph is she likes red bean, cant eat anything red bean with weiting. haha


i dont know what is this but she found it so awful she stacked the other steamers on top to hide it



EGG TARTS DAMN NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
ITS SO SOFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!


love the mango pudding! i dont eat mango the fruit itself but i love mango pudding hahaha


so we went to vivocity next. walked around, couldnt find a nice top! sigh

ok, onward to even more superficial stuff.


my threadless tee! bought 2, must buy ten more next time haha. i think the two of them forgot they even bought tshirts with me!






yay no more using laptop to charge ipod! but the adpater looks kinda dosgy, wonder if it will blow up =x



and i found this wonderful creation. it's a plug that has TWO jacks so one mp3 connects TWO sets of earphones!!! so that means no need to share one earphone each and you can toally leech other mp3s at without hinder! yay lol


my cheek hurts! ok, tv time!

Friday, May 8, 2009

of overdue pictures post



isn't this pretty? it's a cake. just in case you think the frying pan + egg deco is marzipan and cant be eaten, it's actually dark choc. the broken egg shells are white choc. aint it pretty? the yolk is mango jelly, egg white is white wine jelly.


cleared the photos on my camera, to find some way way overdue pics unposted.

suki sushi with sim mates for jasmin's belated bday!


huihui / jasmin having an animated conversation


i realised this is not a very flattering picture but it's the only one that has everyone in the opposite row in.


joel / kian being brokeback

also some time back, dinner with polymates!


absolutely hate how army makes them lose so much weight.


i miss them! hope we'll be meeting sooooon


Little J's day!




bought her a barbie doll which i have no idea where she threw it to




mk's pre bday chalet

had a bbq which i think was quite a flop. i was the one who started the embarassing fire and was initally damn proud that i was able to start a fire although i later realised that is not the crucial part to a lasting bbq flame.





real satay uncle steps in


bums playing bridge. i HATE bridge.



new bottle which was finished within an hour. but all's fair since practically half the bottle was finished by him







qt's black feet

Today

suki sushi buffet with jojo


shitloads of omega 333333

walked around town but didnt managed to find anything suitable yet.
saw a pretty pair of sandals at prettyfit, thinking if i should buy them, because no matter how many pairs of shoes i may buy i end up wearing my $5/pair black/white slippers haha

i feel semi retrenched. the days i'll be working in may doesnt even add up to a week. it's a good thing in a sense that i dont really wanna work but in terms of cash im badly strapped. sigh! i hope maybe someday someone will accidently ibank into my acct some money

abruptly ending!