as good as it gets.

it's as if the mist on the glass suddenly cleared up and one can instantaneously see through it.

suddenly everything feels very surreal, haven't slept for almost a day, not a single tinge of sleepiness. and for once, staying sober to see everyone else around you fall into drunken abyss felt good. it felt superior, with a little condescension involved.

and then a sudden realization struck me. it's not anyone but the law of nature, rule of the society.

i'll draw a circle around me and be comfortable in it for now.