churn churn churn

finally striked off another item on the top ten things to do before 2010 list. okay so we were 14 days or so late. yay and now you're reading a blog whose author is a proud achiever of the level 30 buffalo wings certificate! well the dinner was definitely madness, with milk at $5 per cup, numbed tongues, trembling limbs and involuntary tearing with aftermaths yet to come. OKAY granted i only ate the wing but im damn proud of myselfffff, at least i tried it ! almost died at the first mouth but at the same time when the spiciness hits you and you get so overwhelmed by the numbness there's a very strange feeling of addiction and satisfaction, i find it comparable to being drunk, or in some cases self-mutilation? a litte sinister i know. it did help that we had a very nice waitress though.



level one, it's actually not too bad




level 30! off-menu and now there's actually a level 35!!! we also found out the origin of the chili but we're not telling! haha



swearing off meat for the next ten days.

the best thing about the challenge is everyone gets a cert once the plate's cleaned! which means freeloaders like me get a cert too! yayness


MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH!



the one who deserves it, i think she took like half the plate along with c. haha and survived.






for a personal record i woke at 4ish today. laid on the bed till 7. had to resort to sleeping in front of the tv at ten and then woke up every two hours, twelve then two. im absolutely cranky and insomnia is very taxing emotionally. there's nothing that strikes as bad as suddenly waking up at 4am and having nobody there for you. the feeling of being alone can get overwhelming, especially when the sky's not lit yet. plus i dont think anyone who didnt get enough sleep can wake up feeling hopeful about anything. these days they seem harder to pass recently. perhaps it's the lack of happiness, come to think of it i havent been hearing good news for the longest time. i need to get out of my own thoughts before they do me in.